A desperate plea

This night seems not to end,
My dilemma has reched nowhere near an end.
A decision is nowhere near,
Wish you would make things more clear.

Maybe this is just a test I must pass,
Just to show that I can last.

For me these choices are hard to make,
Coz if I'm in I'll run hard the entire race.

Your love is what I yearn for ,
A future hug , a embrace is what I live for,
Nothing makes my day tick,
Here I don't feel the need anymore to stick.

I feel I should read the script,
As I fail to see the situation as it seem so encrypt.

Now I feel enough is enough,
So I finally say out loud it is you whom I LOVE,
PLease don't give me a shove,
Don't be outright unjust,
Understanding my heart is tough,
Let us please furthur discuss.

The spark between us might have ignited,
Yet we live in worldds set apart.

I've tried and failed to love another,
It is you I see as my lover.

I miss seeing your red tongue,
It made me feel so young,
It sang of the tales of the love songs between us that were unsung.

I regret not being bold,
Not showing I could too be a stud,
I could woo you, a girl of dreams,
Even if it was not who I've for long been.

Destiny comes knocking only once,
I let it go away but now I want to undo my wrong.

Answer me a answer that changes my life,
No pressure, but else give a solution to my plight.